Hoping. Despairing - It's all building up.
I'm sinking down, I'm losing touch.
Feeling pathetic, I hate what I've become.
Just give me something to make me feel numb.
Warring - Conflict inside of my mind.
Longing - Searching for things I can't find.
Feeling surrounded by anguish and strife.
I'm breaking down, I give up on life.
There's no point in trying - I fail every time.
A kingdom of nothing that's not even mine.
released May 11, 2016